I've always been a weird dreamer. I dream of the most extract things possible.I can't begin to imagine how can I explain my dreams to someone, half I don't remember, the ones I remember don't really make sense. But since a past few days my dreams have surpassed the level of weirdness I was previously used to. I can try to explain these.
One night, a few days ago I wake up, not physically. I just am aware I'm awake. My eyes still shut, my body still in the same position. But I know I'm awake. At least that is what I think at that moment. Its weird because I can't seem to move myself, it feels like I'm very tired and I just don't have enough strength to move my body. After a lot of effort, I manege to see under my eyelids, I can see my room. And that's all I can manage. And this goes on the whole night. At first I think its just a single night thing. But it continued the subsequent nights. Whats weird is if I am awake, why am I not able to move myself, I'm not even able to open my eyes, let alone move. It gets weirder is when the subsequent nights, when I see under my eyelids, I can see scenes from the past. I can see some vague scenes exactly like I witnessed them, I cannot properly recollect them though. It is just not explainable.
I searched the internet for my symptoms, and I stumbled upon something called lucid Dreaming. I'm positive I don't lucid dream, because in a lucid dream, one is able to escape one's body completely and fly and what not. My symptoms were simple.
I remember these dreams because obviously I was aware. Sometimes these dreams are so realistic and so detailed that it feels exactly like reality. Its like a constant state of dreaming, or a constant state of reality, whatever way you wanna look at it.
Hopefully I find a solution to this. From the very childhood, i'm a weak sleeper, but this is something new. Not that it bothers me, but when i wake up, I feel tired and restless.
-Achal Vohra
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